Archive for October, 2003
well, after a terrible week without my internet service, due to a cable company screw-up, i’m back online and ready to write! so, get ready for a flood of posts.
My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul bigredpaul goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as The Jolly Green Giant. albadger gives you mushroom, mushroom. bigchicagobear gives you confidence to keep going. bitterlawngnome gives you the ability to have faith in my own creative vision. chefxh tricks you! You must snuggle all night! drewbearsf tricks you! You get the rope out ...Read more.
autumn’s dreams
a walk in the rain kisses on your neck making love by the fire big bear arms around you
a “the talk”
with this past week being really busy with Trash Film Orgy stuff and massage, i really hadn’t had the opportunity to talk to joseph about my concerns. well, last night, we did, and i’m glad we did. he knew there was something wrong, and so when i got the chance to tell him what was ...Read more.
paper and leather
Apparently, when one is on state property, one cannot pass out fliers. In order to engage in free speech, one needs a permit, which are only available between 8am-5pm. Thus, my evening of street-teaming the Exotic Zone ball out at Cal Expo, the California State Fairgrounds. My team, Amy, Bradner, Melissa, and Shalom, and I ...Read more.
Last night was the Sacramento Valley Bears‘ Tenth Anniversary Party. If you remember, Gentle Readers, I had donated two 90-minute massage gift certificates to the silent auction. Well, they both fetched more than my normal price – hooray! Mardi Gras was the party’s theme – a bit odd for an Autumn dinner, but that’s ok. ...Read more.
the one-word meme
from chefxh: sum up your opinion or impression of me in one word, leave it as a comment in this posting, and then post this sentence in your own journal.
of tickets and spiritual deserts
I just got back from riding my bike to the News & Review office, where I renewed my ad for the next four weeks. upon arrival at home, Steve was waiting for me to buy my extra ticket to the Sacramento Valley Bears 10th Anniversary Party. He’s cute, and although he has worked in Sacramento ...Read more.
warmth, radiating outward in twain
i drove to san jose yesterday morning to meet this hot friend of mine. i originally met him back in 1998 in tucson at fiesta. he’s a field archaeologist, man, and has forearms like popeye, and the most strong hands i’ve ever come across cause he uses a trowel to unbury artifacts such amazing grip ...Read more.
another forgiveness posting
I was the smart kid in elementary school that everyone hated. I had no friends until 8th grade, when I met my first and still best friend, Darin. I was raped when I was 16, and I carried these hurts around with me for a long time. In 1998, while riding my motorcycle home from ...Read more.
what does one do when one is suddenly innundated with men who are interested in more than just sex? it’s a feast around here lately: joe, stephen, reid. what’s a man to do?
the big six-oh
back in january, when i weighed 385, i promised myself that this year i would finally take control of my body and get back in to shape. so, today, i got off my scale, where i tipped the scale at 325. it’s so nice seeing the slow,steady change that has occurred to my body, and ...Read more.
