Archive for October, 2003

Posted by Paul Brown | Filed under Life in San Francisco | Oct 31, 2003 | Tags: | Comments Off

well, after a terrible week without my internet service, due to a cable company screw-up, i’m back online and ready to write! so, get ready for a flood of posts.

Posted by Paul Brown | Filed under Life in San Francisco | Oct 28, 2003 | Tags: | Comments Off

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul bigredpaul goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as The Jolly Green Giant. albadger gives you mushroom, mushroom. bigchicagobear gives you confidence to keep going. bitterlawngnome gives you the ability to have faith in my own creative vision. chefxh tricks you! You must snuggle all night! drewbearsf tricks you! You get the rope out ...Read more.

autumn’s dreams

Posted by Paul Brown | Filed under Life in San Francisco | Oct 27, 2003 | Tags: | Comments Off

a walk in the rain kisses on your neck making love by the fire big bear arms around you

a “the talk”

Posted by Paul Brown | Filed under Life in San Francisco | Oct 27, 2003 | Tags: | Comments Off

with this past week being really busy with Trash Film Orgy stuff and massage, i really hadn’t had the opportunity to talk to joseph about my concerns. well, last night, we did, and i’m glad we did. he knew there was something wrong, and so when i got the chance to tell him what was ...Read more.

paper and leather

Posted by Paul Brown | Filed under Life in San Francisco | Oct 26, 2003 | Tags: | Comments Off

Apparently, when one is on state property, one cannot pass out fliers. In order to engage in free speech, one needs a permit, which are only available between 8am-5pm. Thus, my evening of street-teaming the Exotic Zone ball out at Cal Expo, the California State Fairgrounds. My team, Amy, Bradner, Melissa, and Shalom, and I ...Read more.

Posted by Paul Brown | Filed under Life in San Francisco | Oct 26, 2003 | Tags: | Comments Off

Last night was the Sacramento Valley Bears‘ Tenth Anniversary Party. If you remember, Gentle Readers, I had donated two 90-minute massage gift certificates to the silent auction. Well, they both fetched more than my normal price – hooray! Mardi Gras was the party’s theme – a bit odd for an Autumn dinner, but that’s ok. ...Read more.

the one-word meme

Posted by Paul Brown | Filed under Life in San Francisco | Oct 26, 2003 | Tags: | Comments Off

from chefxh: sum up your opinion or impression of me in one word, leave it as a comment in this posting, and then post this sentence in your own journal.

of tickets and spiritual deserts

Posted by Paul Brown | Filed under Life in San Francisco | Oct 23, 2003 | Tags: | Comments Off

I just got back from riding my bike to the News & Review office, where I renewed my ad for the next four weeks. upon arrival at home, Steve was waiting for me to buy my extra ticket to the Sacramento Valley Bears 10th Anniversary Party. He’s cute, and although he has worked in Sacramento ...Read more.

warmth, radiating outward in twain

Posted by Paul Brown | Filed under Life in San Francisco | Oct 23, 2003 | Tags: | Comments Off

i drove to san jose yesterday morning to meet this hot friend of mine. i originally met him back in 1998 in tucson at fiesta. he’s a field archaeologist, man, and has forearms like popeye, and the most strong hands i’ve ever come across cause he uses a trowel to unbury artifacts such amazing grip ...Read more.

another forgiveness posting

Posted by Paul Brown | Filed under Life in San Francisco | Oct 22, 2003 | Tags: | Comments Off

I was the smart kid in elementary school that everyone hated. I had no friends until 8th grade, when I met my first and still best friend, Darin. I was raped when I was 16, and I carried these hurts around with me for a long time. In 1998, while riding my motorcycle home from ...Read more.

Posted by Paul Brown | Filed under Life in San Francisco | Oct 21, 2003 | Tags: | Comments Off

what does one do when one is suddenly innundated with men who are interested in more than just sex? it’s a feast around here lately: joe, stephen, reid. what’s a man to do?

the big six-oh

Posted by Paul Brown | Filed under Life in San Francisco | Oct 20, 2003 | Tags: | Comments Off

back in january, when i weighed 385, i promised myself that this year i would finally take control of my body and get back in to shape. so, today, i got off my scale, where i tipped the scale at 325. it’s so nice seeing the slow,steady change that has occurred to my body, and ...Read more.

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